hey loves.

so yeah i decided to start up my xanga again. im not sure why i want to;; but whatever.

not a whole bunch has been up lately. just the same ole same.

i think im going to michigan this weekend? that should be fun. maybe my dad will let me drive when were up there? that would rock. i think im takin suruh and the iowan superstarrr. fun stuff.

exactly one week till tryouts. im nervous. i dontknow why. probably because i havent played in ages and i suck. yeah that seems like a good reason, right?

yeah well thats pretty much everything at the moment.

talk to you dolls layder.

heres a lil survey because im boredd:;

Bold all that apply:

I've been with my boyfriend for almost a year.
I still watch cartoons.
I've never seen The O.C.
I love almost all music.
I want a tattoo.
I wear glasses.
But mostly to read the blackboard and drive.
I want more piercings.
But I can't ever get any more.
I love to watch the rain.
I like to walk in the dark at night with someone
special and talk.
I didnt believe in true love when i was younger.
I am a pretty cynical person sometimes.
Sometimes I cry for no damn reason.
I cry about stupid things.
I hate being walked all over and treated like
crap.
It annoys me when people try to tell me how I am,
and what I like.
I love music.
I am not sure if I believe in God. But i think i
believe in a higher power.
I often feel alone.
I'm sometimes a loud person. 
A boy shattered my heart into a million pieces.
I get depressed sometimes.
I hate it when people criticize me for what I
like.  
I crack my knuckles, wrists, ankles, back, etc.
I fidgit with anything when I'm nervous.
I'm a weird person.
I consider myself pretty unique.
My eyes are brown.
Listening to music usually helps my mood.
I am a disappointment to myself.
I love sleeping.
I'm obsessed with Vanilla.
I have a few close friends.
Okay, i have like 2 friends.
I need to lose weight.(dont yell at me i know you
all dont think so)
I like popcorn.
I love watching tv.
I like malls.  
I like cold weather better than hot.
I really dig Depeche Mode.
I love Winter. 
I'm addicted to AIM.
I have trouble trusting people.
I do not label myself anything besides "me."
I love my family...
I loathe hot weather.
I hate shaving my legs. 
Sleeping is a hobby of mine.
I like to listen to music everyday.
I love white tigers.
I don't always like the way I look.
I used to cut myself.
I'm a daydreamer.
I like when my friends write me letters, it makes
me feel special.
I like to be with my boyfriend/girlfriend. 
I randomly doodle on pieces of paper or myself
when boredom strikes.
I love all my friends.
I'm allergic to milk. 
I wish people would stop making me cry.
I hate people who try to be what they're not.
I went to boarding school for the last 2 years of
high school. 
I love all candy, well, most.
I get my feelings hurt really easy.
I believe inner beauty is more important than
outer beauty.
I wear pants a lot.
I am often bored.
I like to say what's on my mind.
I hate blue jeans.
I'm online a lot.
I have 2 goldfish.
I am for the most part happy with myself.
I need to work out more.
I like being alone at certain times.
When I get angry, I curse to myself sometimes.
I wish I could spend more time with the ones I
love.
I hate shallow people.
I'm a type 1 (insulin dependent) diabetic.
I ponder life way too much.
Sometimes I think everyone hates me.
I wish my brother didn't die.
I hate it when girls have their thongs sticking
really far out of the back of their pants.
I need to be showed I'm loved.
I wish I was better.
I hate discrimination.
I hate guys who are only out for one thing.
I love glitter.
I love my close friends.
I love to have fun.
I get amused easily.
I'm a lazy ass. I really am.
I'm usually more outgoing when I'm around friends.
I love to be me.
I like wearing hoodies
I hate the color pink
I spend too much money
I’ve been in a school play before
I can play an instrument
I’ve taken Italian in school
I can speak at least one other language pretty good
I took Spanish and can’t remember any of it
I play paintball
I have more than one video game system
I have a job working in fast food
The rain is a perfect description of my soul
I have a table in my room
I’d rather color with crayon than colored pencils
I write on my arms and hands
I have a garden
I’ve been in a fight before
The used first CD was better
I’m short, but that’s okay
The world should have just one language
Spider-man2 was awesome, better than the first
Spiders are creepy
I’m still waiting for certain cartoons to arrive on DVD boxsets
Nickelodeon was better in the early 90’s
It’s sad to see what kids have to watch today.
I’ve dialed 911 before
I’ve saved someone’s life before
My first name is five letters long
My last name is seven letters long
I’m going to be in college for at least four years
I’ve never had a Boyfriend/Girlfriend before
I know how to drive a motorcycle or four-wheeler
I’ve gotten lost in the woods before
I hate math with a passion
I still love reading children’s books
I have cried during a video game
Hot Topic is awesome
I am against online dating, it’s not real
I have no idea what my major will be
I love the song, “Time of your life/good riddance”
I’m going to Green Day’s concert in Chicago
I have more guy friends
I know someone who has more than eight brothers or
sisters
The walls in my house are a color other than white
I’m overly obsessed with another country, namely Japan
I STILL have Pokemon cards lying around
Save our planet, don’t vote for Bush
My school year has been very funny and very random
I don’t know what the principal’s office looks like
because I’ve never been there
I’d die for all my friends
My hair is long
I have a broken appliance somewhere in my home
I still have my Barbies from when I was a kid
I’m still friends with one of my childhood friends
I can draw pretty well
I attend church nearly every Sunday
I know someone with at least six siblings
I don’t collect Beanie Babies anymore, and never even bothered
I wish I had a time machine
I’d rather criminals have a lifelong sentence than the
death penalty
I wish I could play guitar
I’ve been struck by lightening before
I’ve been to Europe
I can name every president in order
I’ve never been stung by a bee before
I’ve laughed so hard my stomach hurt
A fire ant has bitten me
I have red/orange hair
I wear contacts
I’ve said a friends name before then added Chan/kun/san on the end
I have dentures
I love children
I’ve broken a bone before
I’ve had homework over the summer before
I’ve read the hobbit and loved it more than LOTR
I know someone named Chad
I’m interested in stamp collecting
I love the idea of Onizuka and Urumi (GTO) getting together!
I can’t draw non-anime people
I need to clean my room
I’ve been in a fire before
I’ve needed stitches before
I’ve been attacked by an animal before
I've watched Blue Clues before
I’m lazy
Orange is an awesome color!
I’ve taken so many quizzes it’s all just a blur

well that was pointless.

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